"The journey was never meant to be easy. But it is one that we must travel. And one that for every bit of pain, we often get tons more joy and blessing."

Oh no never meant to worry anyone with these past posts but I just told myself to be honest. At that time.

I think I'm really the kind who lives for the moment. Not only in enjoying every moment, but moping in the moment. Thus my negative thoughts cascade into sometimes unfounded worries.

And worries God never meant for me to bear.

You shouldn't worry for me too, for you brought out the best in me. The bad came out with it, but it was only a matter of time. So yep its a journey of self-discovery that I'm travelling too. And its very humbling.

Ultimately this seems selfish of me to think about myself, but yup just saying I'd be okay. But I'd do everything to help you be okay too!

And so the least I could do is to pray for your joy and blessing to manifest soon, and Jesus would hold your hand tight on this rocky portion of your journey.